Sunday, August 1, 2010

New Spirit

The sky is drizzling with tears, as the croackings from euphoria-ed frogs symphnonized woth the crickets melodious chirps. With this new day in Puncak alam, new spirit is gained. Need to express the best of me. Foundation is no time to play. I am not a Genius. I was born stupid and I have been through rough ways and with obstacles that may cause me to fall again. I cant loose my momentum here. Therefore I make a lot of sacrifications and motivations. I want to be something that can make my parents proud of them. Allright migrains, stress, friendnemies, geniused, give ups and failure, come here and give your best shots! Come rain or storm, my parade will continue to march to the end of the line.


Just know was a complete expression that Ive been saved for myself. Yes, its hard to be the best. But that is the truth. I have to sacrifice my photographing times for a year to concentrate more on my studies. I wished that I could go to MTV Worldstage Live In Malaysia but I realized that It would be the most worthless thing I would ever do. It is full of sins, and unethicals with my believing. You can say that Im such a dork and such a nerd, but still, I am the one who think wisely about my future. Sure it will be fun to see Katy Perry and Wondergirls but nothing is better than the tears of my parents when holding a scroll of PhD or Degree that I will achieve (ameen).

*Mood : Depressed, Hopeful and Motivated